But I’m a methodist.
This is how I live my life… Through the beatitudes of Jesus Christ — In every way. I still remember to this day a few of my close American friends being angry for me for being too meek, merciful with those who may not deserve mercy, for being a peacemaker and more.
The first book I’ve read in the English language after the bible was titled, “Brag: The Art Of Tooting Your Own Horn Without Blowing It.” Clearly, I didn’t know how to do it. Now I do but it’s not natural to me.
God taught me, through the many books I’ve read and the people he put on my way, how to identify those who are my enemies, thirty for war, callous, unmerciful, unkind and mean… Kind, warm, faithful, friend, trustworthy. Much discernment God has given me.
I thank the Lord for it. It’s important to have the capacity to know who people really are. They won’t fool me. God already showed me who they are in detail — the good and the bad.
For awareness sake… 1 Peter 2:1-25, starts with, “So put away all malice and all deceit and hypocrisy and envy and all slander…” Recently, I’ve seen a lot of the former be directed at me and I became less meek tempted to fight. I’m not weak but being less meek makes me uncomfortable. I love peace.
This is my biggest struggle around here.
I’m not callous, unkind and cold-hearted. I’m a warm, kind and compassionate fellow. I’m a follower of Christ and celebrate his teachings. I live my life according go the beatitudes of Jesus and expect others to somehow live the same way, especially if they are Christians. Maybe I expect too much of others…
THE EIGHT BEATITUDES OF JESUS
“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they shall be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful,
for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure of heart,
for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they shall be called children of God.
Blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.”
Gospel of St. Matthew 5:3-10
I do know. God has wired me with the ability to engage in corporal and spiritual works of mercy — Feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty, visit the sick, instruct the uninformed, forgive offenses, comfort the sorrowful, and so on.
I know that all I got comes from God. I’m open to the word of God, all the time. I have an inner peace for God’s will. I don’t seek revenge, ever. I mourn with the sufferings of others. That’s perhaps why students come to my office crying and asking fo help and get help. I’m glad.
I’m obedient and submissive to the will of God. Gentleness, kindness, and docility of spirit describes me. I seek moral perfection and a desire for justice. Mercy, mercy, mercy! I’m not selfish — never been. I seek peace before war. I have been persecuted for my faith and have lost friends because of it. I’m glad.
My family raised me according to the beatitudes of Jesus Christ. I think I was born predisposed to fulfill them all. There is nothing that will ever change this. With God, everything is possible.
To God be the glory, always. Amen.